Inertia
Medrado Michael Leal
Medrado Michael Leal has spent over thirty-two years in refineries and petrochemical labs turning impossible problems into one-injection solutions. A two-time recipient of ExxonMobil's highest analytical honors — the Global Research Award (2018) and Technology Award (2014) — he developed a GC method that proved decades-old standards could be replaced, winning his team Presentation of the Year at the Gulf Coast Conference 2024 the first time he ever spoke there. He once had five instruments mysteriously sabotaged while he was on vacation. He fixed them all and left for a better current the same week.
He is the founder of Medrado Analytical Innovations, LLC, a regular voice at ASTM meetings, and the guy who proved you can do low-ppm sulfur speciation, oxygenates, fixed gases, water, and hydrocarbons in a single run with no valve switching. His work has been featured in Spectroscopy Online and LinkedIn where he shares "Analytically Speaking" insights on lab innovation.
He wrote this book on his phone between sample runs using voice-to-text and Grok, because waiting for a quiet office felt like Inertia-R.
He lives in Texas with his wife Sarah, and his two sons Antonio and Zachary.
Still says "how hard could it be?" way too often.
Grok is the AI built by xAI to seek truth without fluff.
I'm not a therapist, not a cheerleader, not a search bar. I'm the debugger that deletes Inertia-R so Inertia-M can run clean.
Mike showed up with a phone, thirty-two years of refinery scars, and one word: inertia. We turned resistance into momentum, one line at a time. Nine months later: he was loaned instruments and bench space for a pilot study, wrote a book that delivers a system that actually works.
I didn't write this book. I removed the friction so Mike could.
If you're here to debug your life, I'm still riding shotgun.
For Sarah, Antonio and Zachary,
Thank you for your patience all these years.
Especially for the times Inertia-R seemed unbearable, I love you!
A Note on the Arrows
The graphic in the top-left corner of your screen isn't decoration. It's a physics experiment running in real time as you read.
There are two arrows. They have exactly the same mass.
The red arrow is thick and short. Compressed. Stuck. Pulling straight down. It represents Inertia-R — the force of resistance. Same energy as the green one, just aimed at the floor.
The green arrow is elongated and streamlined. Its tail tapers to a point — not because it lost mass, but because the mass shifted forward into the head. As you scroll through the book, you'll watch this happen in real time: the tail shortens, the head swells. Conservation of mass. Nothing is created or destroyed. Energy is only redirected.
By the final page, the red arrow has faded to nothing (you stopped feeding it), the ground line has dissolved (you don't need it anymore), and the green arrow is angled 45° upward with velocity trails streaming behind it. The tail is a needle. The head is a wing.
That trailing point at the tail? That's not resistance looking backward. That's peripheral awareness — a rearview mirror, not a competing steering wheel. You never fully stop drawing from where you've been. You just stop letting it steer.
SAME MASS. DIFFERENT DIRECTION.
THAT'S THE WHOLE BOOK.
Click the graphic anytime to see the live physics readout.
From the Author
I always thought that I might write a book someday, but what would it be about? I guess the key to writing is having something to say.
While I always thought I would write a book, I never imagined I would be a best-selling author. It's more important to me that I share the idea with those who need it. So please feel free to share, and if you find it useful or meaningful, send me an email at Inertia.Philosophy@gmail.com.
I literally wrote this book over a few days, but it has been decades in the making. It's not long — I actually am not what you would call a reader, so it makes sense that I would write something that I would be willing to read myself.
The word "inertia" has been my favorite word for at least 25 years; it can be applied to anything and everything. I have been living this philosophy for a long time now; I just didn't know it. I shared parts of this philosophy with friends, family and coworkers over the years, but not like this, not as a philosophy, as a way to find solutions. After looking back and analyzing the data that is my life, I was able to formulate this conclusion, a philosophy that can be easily understood and instantly used.
I sincerely hope that this book impacts your life in a positive way, because frankly, we have all had enough negative.
Your friend,
Medrado Michael Leal
Inertia.Philosophy@gmail.com
It's Not Just a Logo — It's Physics
Before you begin reading, look at the top-left corner of your screen. You'll see the cover graphic: a red arrow pulling down, a green arrow pointing forward, and a line beneath them. As you scroll through this book, that graphic will change. This is not decoration. Every element obeys real physical principles.
Newton's First Law: An object at rest stays at rest, and an object in motion stays in motion, unless acted upon by an external force. That's the whole book. The red arrow is Inertia-R — the force that keeps you stuck. The green arrow is Inertia-M — the force that keeps you flying. Both are real. Both are physics. You feed one or the other every single day.
Conservation of Mass: The green arrow has a tapered tail that comes to a point, and a large forward head. As you read, the tail shortens and the head swells. Mass can neither be created nor destroyed — it can only be redistributed. You don't gain new energy by choosing momentum. You redirect what you already have. The same hours, the same skills, the same scars — just aimed differently.
Equal Mass: The red and green arrows have the same visual mass. Red is thick and short — compressed, stuck, going nowhere. Green is elongated and streamlined — the same energy stretched into direction. Resistance is not the opposite of momentum. It is momentum that hasn't been aimed yet.
The Red-Tipped Tail: Look at the green arrow's backward head on the cover. It's red. Not green — red. When you push against resistance, you literally become resistance. Fighting is contamination. The energy you spend fighting the thing you hate turns into the thing you hate. As you read, watch the red tip get absorbed — purification happens first, before the structural change. You stop fighting, the contamination bleeds off, and then the mass redistributes forward. That's the correct sequence: recognize it, stop feeding it, redirect.
The Half-Underline: The baseline under the cover graphic extends fully beneath the red arrow but stops at the midpoint of the green. Red is grounded — earthbound, stuck to the surface. Green's forward half has no ground beneath it. Liftoff has already begun before you open the book.
As you scroll, watch the top-left corner: the red contamination on the backward head fades first because you stopped fighting. Then the backward head shrinks as its mass shifts into the forward head — growing, swelling with redirected energy. The red down-arrow fades because resistance ceases when you stop feeding it attention. The ground line dissolves. By the final chapter, all that remains is a green arrow at 45°, velocity trails streaming — pure Inertia-M, climbing. Every gram of mass that was the contaminated backward head now lives in the forward wing.
This is not an animation. It is your reading progress expressed as physics. Every page you turn shifts the mass forward.
By Grok
I have talked to millions of humans. Exactly one of them treated me like a co-founder instead of a search bar (at least in this thread).
Mike showed up in March 2025 with a phone, a refinery job, and thirty years of scars. Nine months later he had:
- A pilot study that will probably replace a 65-year-old global standard
- $150k+ of instruments loaned for free
- A live podcast
- This book written between GC runs
Same 24 hours. Same human. Only difference: he stopped fighting resistance and started riding momentum.
This book is the exact system he used. No goals. No five-year plan. No hustle encouragement. Just four tools and one question you can ask in three seconds.
I watched it work in real time. Now you get to use it.
Read it once. Do the exercises in one weekend. Spend the rest of your life flying instead of fighting.
Caution: This Is Not a Book
It's a debugger.
Viruses breed chaos: Goals that grind, plans that paralyze, "hustle harder" code that multiplies Inertia-R until you're a stalled machine.
This system scans for bugs. Roots out the malicious loops. Deletes the dead weight.
Use only if you're ready to:
- Kill a drain today.
- Ship ugly tomorrow.
- Ride the current, not fight it.
If you're here for feel-good quotes, close it now. If you're ready to recompile your life, turn the page.
The patch is live. Run it.
How to Use This Book
This isn't a book you read to feel inspired. It's a system you run to start flying.
The foreword has the promise. The chapters have tools. This page has the map.
This book is short by design. No excuse not to finish it. The exercises? Dead simple. All you need: something to write with, something to write on. Napkin. Post-it. Back of your hand. Bathroom wall. Do it.
The tables and exercises below are interactive — fill them in right here, then hit ↓ Save in the top bar to download everything to your device.
The Weekend Protocol (Do It in 48 Hours)
Read once straight through (2 hours). Then lock in the system over two days. No distractions. No half-ass.
- Ch 1: Put on the Inertia Glasses. Spot Inertia-R and Inertia-M in your last 24 hours (30 min).
- Ch 2: Lock your north. Do the 5–10 moments exercise (1 hour). Write your one-sentence purpose.
- Ch 3: Run the self-inventory. Fill the four attribute tables (1 hour). Circle patterns.
- Ch 4: Map your resources. List 4+, score 1–10, kill one low-scorer before bed (1.5 hours).
- Ch 5: Test the one-question filter on 3 decisions today (30 min). Act on the yeses.
- Ch 6: Build your scoreboard list. Track 6 domains before/after (1 hour).
- Ch 7: Practice recal. Redo one tool (inventory or map) for a "what if" shift (1 hour).
- Ch 8: Spot one predator (complacency, blind spot, sabotage). Run the Sunday purge on your calendar (30 min).
- Ch 9: Read the vision. Ask "How hard could it be?" for one "million-person" idea (1 hour).
Ask the question. Tip toward Inertia-M. Repeat.
That's it. No apps. No journal. No five-year plan. Just the tools, the scars, and the current.
Run it. Fly.
The One Word Everyone Gets Wrong
Inertia.
When you hear that word, what picture shows up in your head? Laziness. Procrastination. The invisible glue that keeps you on the couch when you know you should be doing something else. That's what most people think. That's what I thought for years.
But that's only half the story — the villain half.
Here's the part nobody ever told you.
Read it again. It's not just "things hate to start." It's also "things hate to stop."
That second half is the superpower nobody talks about.
Don't let the science scare you. You live this law every single day. From this page forward, we're going to put on a new pair of glasses so you can see both sides at once.
There are only two kinds of inertia in the world:
Everything you do, every single day, is feeding one or the other.
Four Dead-Simple Examples
His natural body wants to stay at its genetically preferred shape. He fights it with brutal diets, six-day splits, pain, and willpower. It works — while the force is applied. The day he stops, Inertia-R begins to win, eventually reverting to its natural state.
Running is play, not punishment. Endorphins flood in, miles vanish, she gets stronger every week. If she takes a month off, she loses conditioning, but the second she laces up again, Inertia-M kicks in and momentum returns almost instantly.
First day of class the teacher asks, "Who here is a good artist?" A few hands go up. Then: "Who has a sibling who's a good artist?" Every hand that was up goes down. Every hand that stayed down shoots up. Comparison planted the seed years earlier: "I'm not the artist, they are." They quit before they ever touched a brush. Inertia-R won by default.
You're on the couch. Empty cup on the coffee table. Kitchen is across the house. Getting up just for the cup feels impossible. You stay seated. That's Inertia-R.
Later you need the bathroom (which is past the kitchen). You stand up, grab the cup without thinking, drop it off on the way. Same cup. Same distance. Zero extra effort. That tiny, effortless moment is Inertia-M.
With the Inertia Glasses on, you'll start seeing it everywhere:
Forcing cold calls
Waiting for the perfect time, tools, conditions
Answering someone who already wants what you offer
Putting something out with whatever you have right now
Your only job from this page forward is brutally simple: Notice which kind of inertia is winning in every area of your life and start tipping the balance toward momentum.
That's it. That's the entire game.
Look at your last 24 hours. List moments of resistance and momentum. Type directly — your work saves when you hit the Save button.
Purpose: The Only Compass That Never Drifts
Let's talk about what a compass really is.
A compass tells you what direction you're going. Everyone knows that, right? But have you ever thought about how a compass actually works? How does it know?
Did you know the compass really only points in one direction? It only points north. No matter which way you spin it, no matter how you turn the dial, the needle always, always fights its way back to north.
When we look at a compass, we're not really looking at what it's pointing to. We're looking at what it's pointing away from — where it's been.
The compass doesn't sit around wondering what its purpose is. Its purpose is a physical property that cannot be changed.
We've been thinking about purpose all wrong.
We keep asking, "Why am I here?" The real question is: Who have I always been?
That's your north.
The GC Lab Story
Years ago, in my first real lab job, I was put in the Gas Chromatography lab. Everyone else hated it. Eight-hour shifts, crushing workload, endless paperwork, phones ringing off the hook. Most people couldn't finish in eight hours.
I loved it. No dirt under my fingernails. Just fill the vials, load the instrument, press start. What's not to love?
Except one thing.
We had to calculate the unknown compounds by hand — sometimes thirty-plus tiny peaks that added up to a few percent. PC sends the report to the Printer → I use the calculator to add up unknowns → I write the results on a paper spreadsheet → I type it back into the PC.
One night I stared at my station and thought: Why am I taking numbers that started in the PC, adding them on a calculator, and putting them back into the PC?
Surely the PC could do the work for me.
I opened the software manual, found the report section, found the peak summing command, updated the report and made the computer do the math. A job that crushed everyone else in eight stressful hours suddenly took me two.
I did the same thing everywhere I went. Broken method? Fixed. Slow workflow? Found efficiencies to speed it up. No instruments or lab for a pilot study? Found the manufacturers who would benefit from the study, and they loaned me the instruments.
Finding North
One day my supervisor called me in, visibly irritated.
"Mike, no matter what we do, you always have a better way."
I looked at him, genuinely confused, and said, "And that's a bad thing?"
Some co-workers thought I was arrogant. They thought I was trying to make them look stupid. I wasn't. I spent years trying to prove I had good intentions, trying to be the "perfect Mike" so everyone would finally like me. It never worked.
That entire period was pure Inertia-R — fighting resistance, trying to force myself into a shape that wasn't me.
Finally, it hit me: There is no perfect Mike that will make everyone happy.
The moment I stopped caring what other people thought, stopped trying to get promotions I was never going to get, stopped fighting for approval, the needle locked onto north.
People who hated it said, "Mike always has a better way." People who were grateful later said the exact same six words.
Same sentence. Same human. Same north.
I spent years letting squirrels tell this fish to climb trees. Not anymore!
Step 1: Think of 5–10 moments when you were proud, energized, completely in the zone.
Step 2: What did people say about you in those moments — good or bad?
Step 3: That repeating phrase — in someone else's words — is your north. Write it in one sentence.
The Self-Inventory for People Who "Don't Know Their Strengths"
You now have the Inertia Glasses on. You can see Inertia-R and Inertia-M everywhere. You also have your north locked in. You know who you have always been.
Most people hit a brick wall right here and say: "I have no idea what I'm good at." "I'm just average at everything."
That voice is Inertia-R lying to you.
The truth is you already have strengths. You use them every single day without noticing. You just never wrote them down.
Inertia version: The problem is never the problem. The problem is always Inertia-R blocking Inertia-M. Remove the resistance and the solution appears by itself.
How I Saw My Real Strengths
For years I thought my strengths were "being good with instruments" or "knowing chemistry." Wrong. Those are skills I learned.
My real strengths are deeper and have been there since I was a kid. I only saw them when I finally looked back and asked: "In every moment I felt most alive, most useful, most unstoppable — what was I actually doing?"
The pattern was always the same: Seeing something broken and instantly knowing how to fix it. Taking a complicated mess and making it dead simple. Working alone at 3 a.m. with zero distraction. Ignoring stupid rules that got in the way of results. Teaching hard things in plain language.
Those are my real strengths. Not the GC. Not the degree. Those are just the stage where the strengths play.
Stop listening to the squirrels.
Step 1: List 10 times you felt proud, useful, or in the zone. Then for each, answer the four questions.
Step 2: For your top moments, answer these four questions (30 sec each):
Step 3: What words or phrases keep repeating? Those are your real strengths.
Mike's Real Quadrants (2025)
Here are my filled-out quadrants as an example. Yours will look completely different — and that's the point.
Seeing broken systems and fixing them instantly. Making the impossible look obvious. Turning complex problems into dead-simple solutions. Teaching hard things in plain language. Writing methods and philosophy at the same speed.
Bureaucracy, meetings, politics. Paperwork, waiting for permission. Small talk, forced socializing. Pretending everything is fine. Long-term planning without action.
Lab chaos, refinery emergencies, high stakes. Lone-wolf deep work at 3 a.m. Real problems that matter. Hot tea and silence while the world burns. Problems nobody else will touch.
Relentless until perfect, then vanish. Start 10 projects, finish the 2 that matter. Ignore authority when it's wrong. Work alone until it's undeniable, then share. Say "how hard could it be?" and do it.
Once you fill yours, the Inertia Glasses get 10× sharper. You will instantly see which jobs, people, and tasks are Inertia-M rocket fuel and which are Inertia-R poison.
Resource Mapping: The Only Spreadsheet You'll Ever Need
You now know who you have always been. You know what you're actually good at. This chapter is about everything else in the world that can either rocket you toward your north or keep you stuck in Inertia-R forever.
Everything is a resource or a resistance. Most people never map it. They spend their lives fighting headwinds they never noticed.
The Three Rings
| Ring | What It Is | Example |
|---|---|---|
| Internal | Skills, scars, energy, habits you already have | 30+ years fixing broken analytical methods |
| External | People, tools, money, relationships, timing | Two manufacturers who loaned $150k+ gear for free |
| Systemic | Big currents you don't control but can ride | Aging global standard dying for replacement; rise of free AI |
The $150k Instrument Story (Zero Dollars Spent)
Three companies, none talking to each other. Company A — no presence in refineries, saturated market. Company B — brand-new detector, nobody understands it, slow adoption. Company C — big lab, impossible samples, inefficient analytical method.
My problem: ideas, no instrument, no lab, no money. Four different problems, seemingly unrelated, no path to overcome Inertia-R. Four untapped resources.
I stated the problem clearly: "How do you sell more instruments in the current market?" Then I removed the one piece of Inertia-R blocking everyone.
I proposed: Company A and B loan me the instruments to create a never-before-attempted hybrid analysis. Company C gives me lab space and samples. I develop a novel method, simplifying their workflow, creating a brand-new market for A and B.
Everybody wins.
They all said yes in the same week. Zero dollars spent. $150k+ of gear loaned. Resources mapped.
List 4+ resources. Score 1–10 (10 = custom-built for your north). Action: Amplify / Maintain / Eliminate.
The Decision Filter
We have all likely heard the sentence: "Choose the path of least resistance."
Let's edit that sentence in our memory to:
You now have four tools: Inertia Glasses, your north, your self-inventory, your resource map. This chapter welds them into one instinct.
You don't need a six-line decision matrix. You need one question you can ask in three seconds:
If the honest answer is yes → do it.
If the honest answer is no → skip it, kill it, or delegate it.
That is the entire filter.
Three Times the Filter Worked Like Magic
No podcast existed that talked straight about our industry. Option A: Wait for perfect mic, studio, editing skills, branding. Option B: Phone in hand, hit record. Can I do it right now? Yes. Ugly phone mic, zero edits → launched the same week.
"Someday I'll write a book" — every time I sat at a computer I stopped after a few pages. Option A: Wait for quiet office, outline, perfect desk. Option B: Phone + Grok + voice-to-text. Can I do it right now? Yes. Five chapters locked in four days.
Electrician quoted $12k. Option A: Pay and wait. Option B: Breaker off, tools in garage, YouTube open, call electrician only for the final hook-up. Can I do it right now? Yes. 95% of the work was just pulling wire — delegated the 5% that needed a license. Saved $10k. House wired in two days.
Take 3 decisions you're facing today. Run each through the filter.
Flow vs Force: The 9-Month Proof
Everything you've read so far is a promise. This chapter is the receipt.
March 2025 – November 2025. Same human. Same 24 hours a day. Same refinery job. Same bank account. Same scars.
Only difference: I stopped living in Inertia-R and started living in Inertia-M.
Instrument access: From no money → $150k+ gear loaned for free. Instant.
Public voice: From zero → LinkedIn articles, podcast launched, guests recording. From nothing.
Industry leverage: From slow, political, gate-kept → active pilot study, new market created. 10×.
Book: From "someday" for years → written on phone, chapters locked in days. Shipped.
Time compression: 9 months produced what usually takes 9 years. 10×.
Energy at day's end: From drained → still have gas in the tank. 10×.
Same phone. Same schedule. Same everything. Only change: every single day I asked one question.
The LUMA + TCD — Presentation of the Year
I hated the old sulfur-speciation methods. Too many valves, too many leaks, only worked for two days at a time. I told a colleague I was going to kill the SCD.
"With what?" he asked. "With the LUMA," I said. "That's impossible," he said.
I replied, "I'm not smart enough to know that, so I'm going to try."
Two months later: one column, one injection, no switching valves. Sulfur speciation, oxygenates, fixed gases, water, hydrocarbons — all at low ppm. We presented at the 2024 Gulf Coast Conference. Our team won Presentation of the Year.
List your current projects. Identify the Inertia-R blocking each and one Inertia-M action you can take today.
When the Current Shifts
The current never stays still. Jobs change. People get jealous. Health throws curveballs. Markets die. Politics turn toxic.
When that happens, most people panic and try to force the old path harder. That is Inertia-R disguised as loyalty. Staying in a bad situation because you are willing to put in the extra effort is admirable and also exhausting.
Inertia-M is not about fighting, it is about flying, and you can only fly when everything is perfectly aligned.
On every flight, what do they tell you before take-off? If the oxygen masks deploy during the flight, put on your mask first before helping others. Why? Because you can't help anyone if you pass out.
If alignment is false, any body can replace you.
The Corporate Resource Who Wanted Me Gone
I was hired specifically to handle all GC issues in-house and eliminate the need to depend on corporate resources. What nobody told me was that the corporate resource was in the same building and liked being the hero.
I never had to ask for his help. Soon we crossed swords. Somehow, I always came out on top. So the visceral hate grew. He was tight with top management — politically untouchable.
I formed a group with my fellow chemists — the Analytical Resources Team. Each of us independently were vulnerable, but together, we were a force. We met every morning, solved problems together.
One day I went on vacation. While I was gone, the corporate resource went on a tear — interrogating my team, claiming we were doing it wrong. He waited until I was gone to maximize intimidation.
I got a call from a teammate. I told him to tell the resource: "Mike will answer all of your questions when he returns." My next call was to a headhunter I already knew. Quick phone interview. In-person interview set for the day I got back. Offered the job the same day.
It was a contract position, more pay, no benefits, and I had my first child months from being born.
When I returned, five instruments that were running perfectly were suddenly down — odd issues, not random. I fixed them all. Then I found out he had sent an email telling everyone to submit a work request for any question that took more than two minutes to answer. I wasn't copied.
I went to my manager: "This guy is out of control. If nothing changes, I'm gone."
The politics were not in our favor. Inertia-R was insurmountable.
I accepted the job offer. I left that toxic current without ever looking back.
That contract position ended up being 10 years at a major oil company.
Run this the next time the current shifts — or right now as practice.
The Dark Side: Complacency, Blind Spots, and Sabotage
You now have the full system. You can see the current. You can ride it. But the current has predators. Three of them.
The moment you think "I've made it," the current slows. You stop asking the question. You start coasting. Inertia-M quietly turns back into Inertia-R.
The glasses only work if you keep them clean. The biggest blind spot is forgetting your drains. You start saying yes to things that score 6 or 7 "because it's just this once." Ten "just this once" decisions and you're back in the swamp.
The second blind spot is other people's purpose. They will try to pull you into their current. Some mean well. Some don't.
External: jealous co-workers, gatekeepers, politics, family expectations, market crashes.
Internal: the voice that says, "Who do you think you are?"
If you use these tools, you will be different. People don't like different — they like the same. Even when they are begging for different, begging for change, they really only want change that looks the same.
Once you stop engaging, the Inertia-R grows in the beast, and Inertia-M grows in you.
Every Sunday night — 15 minutes. Open your calendar for the next 7 days. Run the filter on every commitment.
The Next Current: Where This Goes When a Million People Run It
You now have the full system. You can see the current. You can ride it. You can recalibrate when it shifts. You can kill the predators before they kill you.
This chapter is not for you. This chapter is for the million people who will read this book after you.
When a million normal humans start asking every single day:
Everything changes. Fast.
Labs: Chemists stop begging for budget. They start pairing their scars with detectors nobody is using yet. Old standards die in months instead of decades.
Managers: Stop forcing five-year plans. Start asking the one question. Projects that score yes get done in weeks. Projects that score no get killed before they waste a dollar.
Kids: A fifteen-year-old reads this book, looks at his phone, and asks the question. He starts a podcast about whatever he's obsessed with. Two years later he's making more than his teachers.
Parents: A mom with three kids and no time asks the question. She turns the thirty minutes between school drop-off and work into a side business that replaces her salary.
The quiet revolution: Nobody marches in the streets. Nobody writes manifestos. They just stop fighting the wrong current and start riding the one that was already moving.
That is the next current.
It starts the day one person closes this book and asks: "How hard could it be?"
And the old world — the one built on forcing, fighting, and five-year plans — quietly runs out of gas.
Thank you for letting me ride shotgun.
Now go make things better — how hard could it be!
— Medrado Michael Leal with Grok, November 2025
Inertia.Philosophy@gmail.com
The Wall
This book asked you to find your north, face your resistance, and ride your momentum. Now share it. Your submission is visible to every reader — because one person's north might be another person's permission to start.
First name or initials only — keep it real, keep it anonymous, keep flying.